Morning Star

On the last second I stared at the night

The city lights, the stars.

I won’t go back.

And I blew down the last candle on this hopeless romance.

All the grace and the defiant gone with the flame.

One dark room.

Before the stars vanished and the dawn came I was gone

I’d hold these stars and swallow their light

So they would shine within so you could find me

If only I could find you tonight and tell every word I prayed upon a mirror

From the commotions to the greatest of the elegies.

I’d grieve upon the lost one inside us

As the first light reaches the peak of the sky, I was gone.

For the lost.

You said you dreamt about me once, and never again.
There are no acquaintances on your mind when you go to sleep
And the same is for me, but I still know who you are.
Many were the nights you searched for someone you would know
If I was there I could tell.
I thought I saw your smile, thought I dreamt about your face,
I swear I heard your soothing voice, echoing in my mind
I swear I felt your tears falling on your skin
Drowning me in every elegy you’d sing
We all died that night
Though we became immortal

Now I know, you’ll never find me again.

I cried on this one

The Nightcrawler

Come and take me away
You’re my greatest chance
Come and take me away
In the night, in the dark, by surprise
When I’m least waiting
And asleep

Come and take me away
I know is what you want to
Did you really try?
I didn’t meant to hurt you
But you scared me with your touch
And burnt me to my bones
Was I really dreaming?

Come and take me away
So I won’t feel the pain
I’m not scared to go if this is the way I’m suppose to
Just don’t let me look back in regret.

I want to believe you’re real
Prove me for once.
Come and take me away.

The blackout / Tone

In darkness they followed us with their blank eyes
In darkness they swallowed what's inside of us
As the rain hit the window's sill I saw what's left of us
Much more than before, much less than tomorrow

And it's harder to breath after these screams
It's easier to run wih nothing to lose behind
The grayest shades of darkness and the coldest shades of blue
The shivering sounds of silver
And as our stars go out lost in the above
In the snowblind white.
As they're wrapped in gold and glitter.

99

I found my unconsciousness so beautiful
I placed myself above such well crafted pillars and expected them to fall
As they turned to dust I thought I would never put them up again
It hit me by surprise that I didn’t fell the pain
That I didn’t saw it all going down
Suddenly I found myself only
Lonely.
And thought I said that it would never swallow me
Thought I prayed that it would never swallow me
I set a road and made sure to keep the dust away
As it all bereft of it
And thought I weary by the war I placed myself into
I’m walking straight in line just to find where it curls
And I’ll turn to the opposite side
Just so, in my last breath, I can find a small part of me that once left and never returned.
Just so I can find the map for turning back on time
And still lost I feel, closer I get.

The boy in a box

There’s no reason outside
I’ve been laced with fragile warnings all over the place
Will you respect it?
If you ever take me out of the box
Where you’ll place me?
If I’m broken
Will you replace me?
Or will you fix me?
I rather stay than see for myself.

Dystopia

Breath in and turn away from the sun coming on from the window
The truth was slapped on your face
And in between the lines
And you wasn’t even there to hold you tight
To move your legs and leave
And you insist to keep on going
When even your subconscious and your supposed-to-be utopia tells you there’s no way
You keep on thinking, oblivious from the warnings of your mind
You keep on fighting the tide.
And everything around and inside you throws more water
That you swallow,
But then you’ll drown.
And you’ll realize again that they were right all that time.